It’s Friday.
Every day, not just Fridays, I’m trying to go more with the flow, to not be so fucking reactive, to not think so far ahead, to no scenario-generate myself to death. I think the need to do this comes from a period of deep, major uncertainty in my life many years ago - the kind of deep and major uncertainty where one wonders if one will be able to keep a roof over one’s head, eat on a regular basis, etc.
It’s wild that I’m still reacting to THAT.
It’s amazing to be able to recognize what you’re still reacting to. So often, I forget that my reactions are from a place way back in the long-ago history of my life and have nothing whatsoever to do with what’s in front of me. Recognizing that can sometimes help me pick up my feet and move forward with less of a heavy heart.
So I’m adding this to my ILYF list. I LOVE YOU FRIDAY.
p.s. that image is so utterly perfect for this post. Love. Love. Love.
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recognize what you’re still reacting to. So often,...forget that my reactions are
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